Month: February 2011

  • I Foresaw It, Then I Forgot It

    What good are prophetic dreams if they give no clue to when a thing might occur, and such a long time elapses before they come true that one forgets all about the dreams?

    In the 1970s, I had a series of dreams about the current climate of revolution in the Middle East.  I talked about them to close associates, and everyone agreed that such things were very likely to occur, and to occur in the very near future.  Time passed, the level of conflict in that region fluctuated but flareups remained localized.  I forgot all about those dreams until recent events recalled them to mind.

    Now I’m asking myself if these events were “in the works” or inevitable even then.  I’m wondering if they could have occurred sooner if the socio-political situation had not been manipulated by the U.S. and other powers in the interests of maintaining stability for regimes that kept the oil flowing our way.

    I’m also wondering what other things I have foreseen and forgotten.  I have a rich dream life, write them down only sporadically, and tend to forget them rather quickly.

    More questions than answers, I have.

  • Are dead people dead?

    The answer to that, in my far from humble opinion, depends on how we define, “dead,” and, “people.”  Corpses are dead people, right?  Can we all agree that a cadaver is a dead person?  …that a dismembered torso or decapitated head is, was, or has been part of a “dead person?”  Would it not, in fact, be difficult, if not impossible, for the person to whom the torso or head belonged, to be alive?  Let’s say, for the sake of discussion, that we agree on that. 

    Okay, agreed, but corpses, cadavers or remains of deceased humans are not, in common parlance, the only kinds of “dead people” around.

    The fictional kid in the movie, The Sixth Sense, saw dead people.  If I recall correctly, he interacted with some of them, while others were apparently either unaware of him or uninterested in interaction.  Even if I got that wrong, in the general run of ghostly encounters some involve interactions and some do not.

    For the sake of discussion, let’s just set aside any such encounters where the lack of interaction is due to a lack of perception or a case of denial on the part of the unquestionably “alive” person involved.  Some people simply do not see dead people, and others would not admit it if they did.  While we’re setting things aside, let us also dispense with the category, “undead,” where the person involved is presumed dead, in that what we know as “life” has ceased, but the corpse continues to move around on its own.   Poltergeist activity is another more-or-less related (in some people’s minds) phenomenon I’d like to dispense with for now.  Okay?

    When a “ghost” is perceived by a living person, and that person attempts unsuccessfully to interact with said ghost, I suppose it might, at least sometimes, be because he or she has encountered a deaf, blind, snobbish, or shy and retiring ghost.  It might also be the case that this is not a “ghost” or “spirit” at all, but rather an apparition or “psychic imprint.”  Apparitions are “ghosts” which either appear in one spot for brief periods of time, or appear in the same place on a number of separate occasions, are seen by a number of different people, but do not interact with the observers.  I have observed several of these in my lifetime.

    Psychic imprints are similar to apparitions, but usually involve a sequence of events or actions, like a ghostly movie or spectral tape loop.  Every one that I have ever heard of has been associated with some violent or catastrophic event.  I witnessed one such event, a bloody knife fight, outside an old Rocky Mountain saloon.  At first, I was not aware that what I was seeing wasn’t actually occurring then and there.  Later on, I learned that I was far from the first person to have viewed that fight.  Both of the men involved had died of their wounds soon after the battle took place, and had been seen re-enacting the fight for close to a century.

    I have read accounts of psychic imprints involving incidents such as military battles (The Charge of the Light Brigade is said to have generated one.); executions (Anne Boleyn’s beheading, for one); and disasters (Mary Summer Rain writes of a family killed in a house fire, in her book, Phantoms Afoot.).  I’m ready to stipulate that none of the “dead people” seen in apparitions or psychic imprints is alive, and I would suggest that they are not really dead people at all, but phantasms, ghostly and unreal, memories of some sort, imprinted on the place by the strong feelings involved in their creation.

    Now we are coming down to the “dead people” whose true status I was questioning in my title.  These are “ghosts” of a specific type:  the wandering spirit or “discarnate entity.”  They can haunt places, but differ from psychic imprints in that their actions are not stereotyped and repetitive, and they interact with people.  They can also move from place to place, and some of them “haunt” or attach themselves to living people.  I do not consider them dead.  Their bodies died, but their essence, their consciousness, did not.  You may dispute this, but I think you’d have a hard time convincing me otherwise.

    I know people who would not dispute my contention, because they have frequent interactions with discarnate entities.  My own encounters have been relatively infrequent, but they have been intense.  A bit over 2 decades ago, an entity attached itself to my son and me, going from one of us to the other so that for a few months we were taking turns being insane, until I released it.  Not long after that, I met and married a shaman, and we spent part of our honeymoon releasing entities as a team.  Interesting work, but not what I’d call fun by any stretch of the imagination.  Some of those spirits had experienced sudden death, and death for some of them had come too slowly – they had been tortured. 

    We just happened to end up, for our honeymoon, in a town near the Mexican border, where a ring of human traffickers had imprisoned, tortured and murdered at least 23 young men.  For weeks, we were being guided from one crime scene to another so we could confront suffering, terrified, disoriented consciousnesses and persuade them to enter the Light.  On the evening of 9/11/01, we did somewhat the same kind of work, at a distance, linking victims of the Towers with relatives waiting outside the barricades, for their last good-byes.

    You might — even I, in a particularly earthbound and materialistic mood, might — ascribe the foregoing experiences to a vivid imagination.  You might also dismiss another of my stories as fantasy, but I cannot.  I experienced it myself and remember it vividly.  I was, for a time, a discarnate entity, between incarnations.  I’d been raped and murdered, thrown into the sea still breathing, but unwilling to detach from an unwise passion that had led to my demise.  I attached myself to the object of that passion, and made of him a haunted man.  It’s not a particularly long story, but why should I write it down again when I’ve already done so?  It is here.

    I would not call discarnate “ghosts” dead.  Lacking a living body, a meat vehicle, to run around in, doesn’t make one dead.  So, for me, the question of whether dead people are dead comes down to whether we are talking body or spirit.  Morticians and medical examiners see dead people all the time.  I have seen a few corpses, myself.  Seeing “ghosts” is not such a simple matter.

  • Journaling

    I need reminders to do what is good for me, even when they are things I enjoy doing.  Greyfox has finally come to accept this fact.  As he puts it, “at risk of being redundant,” every day he reminds me to take my vitamins/meds.  Each time I request, reach for, or express a desire or intention to eat something to which I am allergic/addicted, Doug says in his robot voice, “You’re not supposed to eat that.”  I think the fact that I now greet these reminders with gratitude instead of rebellious resentment suggests that I  might be growing up.

    I’m not having any trouble with my addictions, other than mild and easily resistible temptations regarding foods, but if I’d had a ride this week, I’d have gone to a meeting.  I could have used some reminders along the lines of, “What other people think of  me is none of my business,” and “Having resentments is like taking poison and hoping the other guy dies.”

    Today, by a route I don’t recall, I fell into a big source of multiple reminders of that sort, as well as other kinds of reminders related to the health of my body, mind and spirit.  The source is The Zap Oracle, created by Jonathan Zap.  In the course of a general life reading on the site, I was reminded of the benefits of journaling.  Yesterday, someone had messaged me on Facebook and told me she missed seeing my “stories” here.  Okay.  Here I am, and here I go:

    Grumbling –

    I am not pleased with the weather right now.  That wasn’t true yesterday, and I’m aware that it is futile any day, and that the weather here could be much harsher than it is now.  Yesterday, the temperature was about at the freezing point.  I could spend time outside without having to bundle up restrictively, and with no worries about what the cold would do to my sinuses, lungs, the camera and/or its batteries.

    In the house yesterday, I was comfortable in slippers.  Not today!  This morning, it was sub-zero again, and I need to go right now and change out of these slippers into something that can prevent frostbite.  I’ll be right back….

    That’s better.  Now my feet, ankles and calves are encased in (from skin out) heavyweight polar fleece, padded quilted cotton, and my “Yeti feet” booties of stuff that looks like dingy white shag carpeting, with an extra layer of wool felt innersoles underfoot.  I’m still not pleased with the weather, but I can accept it with a more philosophical attitude.  It will be better still when I come back again, next time with my little blue hat and my black hoodie.  One moment, please….

    Aah, yes!  There really are benefits and advantages in yielding to necessity and adapting to circumstances.  No more grumbling about the weather for now.

    I intend to be back again soon with more.  If I forget, remind me.