Month: May 2007

  • It is easy to be stupid.

    That's a stupid thing to say, don't you think?  Of course, it's easy to be born stupid, or to be born rich, or Irish, or anything else one can be born to.  Mom does all the work and you have nothing to do but to be.  But how can it be easy to be stupid?  Doesn't stupidity make life a lot harder?  Don't geniuses have it a lot easier by virtue of their intelligence?

    Think again, birdbrain.  In school, in the military, in just about any occupation or profession I can think of, higher expectations and greater burdens are laid on the "smart" ones.  When there is a demanding, challenging task to be done, is the boss going to assign it to a stupid guy?  No.  The stupid ones, and those who are good at faking stupidity, not only get out of a lot of hard work, they get excused for their mistakes:  "It's not his fault he's stupid."  Nobody in this world gets cut more slack by their fellow beings than the stupid jerks... especially the goodlooking ones.

    Then there is the terrific cost in emotional terms when a smart person does something stupid -- and we all do make mistakes.  No idiot is going to be beating himself up over a blunder, saying, "I shoulda known better," when the idiots know for a fact that they don't know any better.  For a quarter of a century, I have been occasionally (even an obsessive/compulsive perfectionist has to let up sometimes) berating myself for scoring only 99.94% on the 4Sigma World's Hardest IQ Test, thinking, "I should have tried harder, spent more time on it, gone back and checked my answers again.  Maybe I coulda made it if I hadn't been smoking dope."  Now that's stupid!

    All kidding aside, it is very easy,relatively speaking, to be stupid.  Being "smart" or wise, or behaving intelligently, following complex instructions, staying focused on a series of tasks as you solve problems of ever-increasing difficulty, inventing or modifying tools to accomplish your tasks, adapting to change, thinking on your feet, and all that -- that's NOT easy.  Do that sort of thing long enough and you wind up feeling like you're carrying more than your share of the world's burden.

    Of course, a smart person in that situation would feel he was carrying more than his share, because he truly would be carrying more than his share, and a genius is going to notice such things.  Only extraordinary people conduct their lives in such a manner.  Ordinary people either are too stupid to do those things or just smart enough to act stupid so they won't be expected to do all that.  Unless our hypothetical smart high achiever also has the emotional wisdom and psychological skills to release his tension, he will end up with stress related physical disease, or his mind will just go... away... awry... gaga... bonkers... batshit crazy.  And isn't that stupid?

    Stupidity is not only easy to endure.  Few things in life are any easier to achieve.  All anyone has to do to be stupid, or to be virtually indistinguishable from stupid, is to stop thinking for himself, stop trying to solve his own and the world's problems, and believe unquestioningly what he is told by his elders, his teachers, the government, the clergy and the media.  What could be simpler than that?

    Why is it, I wonder, that the average IQ of convicted felons in prison is higher than that of the general population?  I know that the true answer to this question isn't simple.  A number of different factors are involved.  For one thing, stupid people are more likely to accept rules and obey laws unquestioningly.  For another, the criminal career of a relatively stupid nonconformist is likely to be shorter than that of a brilliant plotter, so it may never rise above the misdemeanor level.  Also, there are other institutions, alternatives to prison, for criminals with seriously low IQs, the ones who once were called morons, cretins, imbeciles, etc.  Out here in the general population, their more law abiding peers are free to lower the average.

    This little rant has been festering and fermenting in my mind for a week or so.  I talked to Greyfox about it and apparently triggered a nightmare for him -- at least, for me, dreaming of being at a Mensa convention would be a nightmare.  I nursed my rant and nurtured it, let some of the original venom mellow out of it, until today I felt that my thoughts about stupidity were relatively rational, and almost sane enough to share with you.

    Here are some other crazy people's thoughts on stupidity:

    "Stupidity cannot be cured with money, or through education, or by
    legislation. Stupidity is not a sin, the victim can't help being
    stupid. But stupidity is the only universal capital crime; the sentence
    is death, there is no appeal, and execution is carried out
    automatically and without pity."
    ---Lazarus Long---
    (Robert A. Heinlein)

    The two most common elements in the universe are hydrogen and stupidity.
    ---Harlan Ellison

    Some scientists claim that hydrogen, because it is so plentiful, is the
    basic building block of the universe. I dispute that. I say there is
    more stupidity than hydrogen, and that is the basic building block of
    the universe.
    ---Frank Zappa

    Nerds just don't happen to dress informally. They do it too
    consistently. Consciously or not, they dress informally as prophylactic
    measure against stupidity.
    ---Paul Graham

    No sooner does man discover intelligence than he tries to involve it in his own stupidity.
    ---Jacques Yves Cousteau

    Stupidity is the deliberate cultivation of ignorance.
    ---William Gaddis

    "Conservatives are not necessarily stupid, but most stupid people are conservatives."
    ---John Stuart Mill

    "Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former."
    -and-  "The difference between stupidity and genius is that genius has its limits."
    ---Albert Einstein

    "Men are born ignorant, not stupid. They are made stupid by education."
    --- Bertrand Russell

    Never underestimate the power of human stupidity.
    ---Robert A. Heinlein

    Stupidity often saves a man from going mad.
    ---Oliver Wendell Holmes

    Stupidity is also a gift of God, but one mustn't misuse it.
    ---Pope John Paul II

    Stupidity is an elemental force for which no earthquake is a match.
    ---Karl Kraus

    Every creative act is a sudden cessation of stupidity.
    ---Edwin Land

    Egotism is the anesthetic that dulls the pain of stupidity.
    ---Frank Leahy

    Stupidity combined with arrogance and a huge ego will get you a long way.
    ---Chris Lowe

    No drug, not even alcohol, causes the fundamental ills of society. If we're looking for the source of our troubles, we shouldn't test people for drugs, we should test them for stupidity, ignorance, greed and love of power.
    ---P. J. O'Rourke

    No intelligent idea can gain general acceptance unless some stupidity is mixed in with it.
    ---Fernando Pessoa

    There is no sin except stupidity.
    ---Oscar Wilde

    In a closed society where everybody's guilty, the only crime is getting caught.  In a world of thieves, the only final sin is stupidity.
    ---Hunter S. Thompson

    I am patient with stupidity but not with those who are proud of it.
    ---Edith Sitwell

    Against stupidity the very gods themselves contend in vain.
    ---Friedrich Schiller

    Never attribute to malice, that which can be reasonably explained by stupidity.
    --Spider Robinson

    “Stupidity has a knack of getting its way.”
     ---Albert Camus

    “Just think of how stupid the average person is, and then realize half of them are even stupider!”
    ---George Carlin

    “It's too bad that stupidity isn't painful.”
     Anton LaVey

     It's so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and say the opposite.
    ---Sam Levenson

    Stupidity, outrage, vanity, cruelty, iniquity, bad faith, falsehood -
    we fail to see the whole array when it is facing in the same direction
    as we.
    --Jean Rostand

    If Stupidity got us into this mess, then why can't it get us out?
    ---Will Rogers

    I don't get high, but sometimes I wish I did. That way, when I messed
    up in life I would have an excuse.  But right now there's no rehab for
    stupidity.
    --Chris Rock

  • Today's Quote

    "I hate war as only a soldier who has lived it can, only as one who has seen its brutality, its futility, its stupidity."
     

    Dwight D. Eisenhower

    Factoid:  Eisenhower was one of twelve U.S. presidents who had been army generals.  Among the professions or occupations of our presidents, only the lawyers have outnumbered the generals.
  • Astrology-Related Questions and Answers

    The questions below were generated by my post yesterday on Pluto, Eris, and the outer planet pavane.

    I
    had wondered why my generation wasn't more vocal on their dislike of
    the war and why we weren't out protesting, but your point about pluto
    in libra children not seeing the point in fighting for peace is
    spot-on. But at what point, do we (my generation) speak out? What has
    to happen to inspire us to speak up en masse? Dessa
    Posted 5/4/2007 3:38 PM by dlm0908

    Just off the top of my head, since Libra is symbolized by the scales of justice, I think your generation could end up bringing war criminals like Bush, Cheney, Rumsfeld, Rove, et.al., to justice.  All Air signs tend to be into communication and the arts.  Every one of you, as individuals, may have an impact through artistic work and/or exercising your First Amendment rights. 

    Some of you undoubtedly have already laid "life, fortune, and sacred honor" on the line, and your generation and others will go on doing so, but I don't see the vehemence and violence happening with you in the massive way it did with us in the 'sixties and early 'seventies.  Don't forget, even in the Leo Pluto generation, not everyone was against the war.  Antiwar demonstrations were resented, and there were violent counter-demonstrations.  In the end, the impact of a mass movement is just a collection of individual impacts.


    I have considered a
    couple of times writing to ElsaElsa's advice column but am stopped
    because even my mother does not remember the time of day I was born. So
    - how do you know what planet or moon was over what. I think you guys
    could just give instinctual advice, but it's not freaking the same, is
    it?
    Posted 5/4/2007 6:30 PM by jesusthepsychic

    There is much insight that can be gained from a "solar" chart, for noon on the day you were born, if you don't know the time.  It would provide a reasonably accurate sign placement, within a degree or so, for the Sun and all the planets.  The Moon is the only body that might be significantly out of place, and you would not have accurate locations for the Ascendant, Midheaven and houses.  

    It is possible to work from what the solar chart reveals, and derive a close approximation of time of birth, too.  This is much easier for some people than for others.  For example, in my natal chart, nearly everything is concentrated in the two adjacent signs of Virgo and Libra.  By the time I was in my teens, anyone who knew me well and knew astrology would have been able to guess that those two signs were in my ninth and tenth houses.

    Numerous clues that can be derived from planetary placements in a solar chart, pairs of opposite signs that are "intercepted" (enclosed within a "house" without being on any "cusp" or line between houses), the "duplicated" pairs of signs that result from such interceptions, and various other data can enable an astrologer (with input from the person for whom the chart was calculated) derive an approximate sign/house overlay.

    To get started with a free solar chart, enter your date and place of birth in the form at Astrolabe, giving 12 PM (noon) as the time.  This gives you a chart that you can save to your hard drive or copy and paste someplace.  It is at most twelve hours away from your precise birth time, which will have been sometime during the AM or PM of that day.  Then you can either turn that over to an astrologer who knows you already, or to one who is willing to interview you and try to derive your house overlay, or you can take some astrology lessons (this is just one of many online sources) and do the overlay yourself.


    Wanna see some skin?  The latest weekly photo challenge was about scars and how we got them.  I posted just two out of many that I have.
     

  • Federal Indictments

    Some Alaskans are viewing the stories all over the front page of today's Anchorage Daily News as "bad news," showing our state in a negative light.  That's not how I see it, nor am I as surprised as some people appear to be.  We have been waiting for this since last July when FBI agents raided the offices and residences of several state legislators.

    Yesterday in Juneau Representative Vic Kohring of Wasilla:

    [photo credit Brian Wallace]

    ...Pete Kott of Eagle River;

    [photo credit Chris Miller / The Associated Press]

    ...and Bruce Weyhrauch (left) of Juneau, who has been reportedly drinking and/or drugging more heavily than usual of late, and may have either attempted suicide or staged a failed disappearing act last month,

    [photo credit Chris Miller / The Associated Press]

    were arraigned on indictments for extortion, bribery, wire fraud and mail fraud.

    The charges against all three involve the Legislature’s consideration last year of [former governor Frank "the bank"] Murkowski’s gas pipeline agreement and a petroleum production tax. Kott, a former House speaker from Eagle River, is accused of seeking and accepting bribes to push positions favored by executives of a company that is not named in the indictment. Weyhrauch traded votes for the promise of a job, according to the charges.

    In a press release issued in Washington, D.C., late today, Assistant Attorney General Alice S. Fisher said the indictments accuse the three defendants of selling “their offices in Alaska’s state House to an influential energy company in exchange for cash payments, loans, jobs for relatives and the promise of future employment. … We will work hard to bring to justice elected officials who betray their duty to their constituents.”

    The company is referred to throughout both indictments as "Company A" and is described as a privately owned company that "provided services to the energy, resources and process industries" and "took an active interest" in the Legislature. Amy Menard, an attorney for Veco Corp., said this afternoon that Anchorage-based Veco is that company.
    _ _ _ _ _

    The indictment against Kohring accused him of accepting between $2,100 and $2,600 in several cash payments from the Veco executives and soliciting them for a $17,000 loan to cover a credit-card debt that was turning into an embarrassment.

    During a March 4, 2006, meeting in Veco’s hotel accommodations -- Suite 604 in the Westmark Baranof Juneau Hotel -- the chief executive, Allen, told the vice president, Smith, that he had “just given ‘a thousand’ to Kohring and that, as a result of the payment, Kohring ‘would kiss our ass,’” the indictment says.

    In subsequent conversations, Kohring told the company executives he was offering his services and could “be an information source” and “lobby on (their) behalf,” the charges say.

    On March 30, during a meeting in Suite 604, Kohring told the Veco executives about the $17,000 credit-card debt that he could not pay, the indictment says. He asked “about the possibility of receiving a job or some sort of work with Company A or securing a $17,000 loan” from the company’s chief executive, Allen. They discussed how to structure the transaction “to avoid any ‘red flags’ with the Alaska Public Offices Commission,” the state’s campaign finance watchdog, according to the charges.

    In return, Kohring promised to try to steer his colleagues to support the version of the oil tax legislation supported by Veco, the indictment says. The company later hired a relative of Kohring, and the Wasilla Republican told the company vice president, Smith, to contact him again if he needed legislative help, the charges say.

    The indictment against Kott and Weyhrauch says Kott asked executives of the unnamed company for money and a job after he left the Legislature. Weyhrauch, an attorney, asked for a job doing legal work, the indictment says.

    On about Sept. 26, 2005, the indictment says, Kott called an unnamed company vice president and said, “I need a job.”

    The vice president replied, “You’ve got a job; get us a pipeline,” the indictment says.

    In another conversation later that day, Kott told the same executive, “I just want to be the warden in Barbados,” the indictment says. Veco, the unnamed company in the indictment, was building a private prison in Barbados.

    After the Legislature convened in January 2006, the conversations between Kott and the company officials about the gas line deal continued, the indictment says. In a telephone call on Jan. 10, the indictment says, Kott called the chief executive, Allen, and told him, “I’m going to get this f------ gas line done so I can get out of here.”

    The executive replied, “Get the gas, get the gas,” to which Kott responded, “That’s my commitment to you, so … I’ll get her done.”

    The company preferred the version of the oil tax originally proposed by Gov. Murkowski, the indictment says. It called for a 20 percent production tax rate matched by a 20 percent tax credit for expenses of finding new oil supplies.

    Among other things, Kott is accused of trying to pressure another legislator into supporting the company’s position on the oil tax by placing a “hold” on a bill that was important to that lawmaker.

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    The indictment also refers to an unnamed “State Senator A.” In a June 5, 2006, telephone call between that senator and the company’s chief executive, the indictment says, the two agreed that Weyhrauch’s support for the company’s oil tax stance occurred because of the executive’s offer of legal work, the indictment says. State Senator A is described as someone who left office in January.  [psssst... guys... uh, it's BEN STEVENS, you know, old Senator Ted's son?]

    According to the Justice Department press release, Kohring, Kott and Weyhrauch, if convicted, would face a maximum 20 years in prison and $250,000 fines on the extortion counts, a maximum 10 years and $250,000 fines on the bribery count, and five years and $250,000 fines on a conspiracy count. Kott and Weyhrauch also could could face 20 years and $250,000 fines on the mail and wire fraud counts.

    Okay, Xanga, this isn't my post for today.  I have a response to some comments from yesterday, but it took the back burner briefly because I just had to share this.  I was as eager to share it with you as Greyfox was to share it with me when he phoned this morning.  As I said, we have been waiting since last July for this shoe to drop.  Can you imagine how suspenseful those months have been for Kohring, Kott and Weyhrauch?  I can't help wondering what's running through the minds of Stevens pere et fils right now.
  • Pluto, Eris, and the Outer Planet Pavane

    In astrology, if the dance of the "inner" planets, close to the Sun:  Moon (a "light" to astrologers, more influential than a mere planet), Mercury, Venus,  Mars and Jupiter, which most clearly define individual personality in the natal chart, can be likened to a boogie, the outer planets dance a stately pavane.

    Pluto, for example, stays in each sign so long that we see its influence affecting entire generations.  Both of my parents were born at the time of the "organization men", with Pluto in Gemini (father b.1905, mother b.1911), with Uranus opposite Neptune.  Though dissatisfied with their lot in life, they remained conservative and traditional along with their contemporaries, striving upward through their organizations, working within the system.

    I was a "war baby" (WWII-1944), born with Uranus in Gemini, trine Neptune in Libra with Pluto in Leo.   We became the leaders for the '60s generation.  Impulsive, confident, spontaneous, restless rebels with a
    cause, many of us have proven to be too
    fickle or adaptable to remain true to the great ideals of our youth.
    Muhammed
    Ali, Joan Baez, The Beatles, Bob Dylan, Richard Gephardt, Newt Gingrich, Tom Hayden,
    Jimi Hendrix, Jesse Jackson, Mick Jagger, and Janis Joplin were all war babies.

    My husband, Greyfox the ArmsMerchant, is one of the first of the baby boomers.  They still had Pluto in Leo, and the later arrivals among them had Uranus square Neptune.  Idealistic, confident and exhibitionistic but without the original flair of the war babies, they became the shock troops of the psychedelic sixties.  They comprised the largest wave of hippies and the first wave of yuppies.  This group includes Cher, Bill Clinton, Kevin Costner, Billy Crystal, Al Gore Jr.,
    Jay Leno, David Letterman, Arnold
    Schwarzenegger, Jerry Seinfeld, Bruce Springsteen, Robin Williams, and Oprah Winfrey.

    My children ranged from the last of the baby boomers (Pluto in Virgo) into the latter part of Generation X (Pluto in Libra), and overlapped with my oldest grandchildren.  Now I have grandchildren and great grandchildren in Generation Y, with Pluto in Scorpio.  I started thinking about this a few nights ago as Greyfox and I discussed the differences between the antiwar movement of the 60s and the one now. 

    Our Leo-Pluto generation was fiery and in-your-face about it.  The airy twenty- to thirty-somethings with Pluto in Libra desire peace but can't see any sense in fighting to obtain it.  The teens to twenty-somethings with Pluto in the water sign Scorpio, if they become interested in ending war as more than just a philosophical exercise, are more likely to go at it covertly such as by hacking into military computer systems, than by any more overt means.  The kids not yet into adolescence, born with Pluto in Sagittarius, are just beginning to show us how their generation might express Sagittarian idealism and pride.  For girls in that age group, princess costumes are the favorite Halloween getup.

    My gratitude and appreciation go to Alan Meece, from whose work I extracted a small portion of his vast amount of information on the generations of Pluto.   I am also indebted to the international astronomical community for their hotly-debated decision to delineate a new category of orbital bodies, the dwarf planets.  When they downgraded Pluto from full planethood, they also upgraded the "cometary planetoid" Chiron, the former asteroid Ceres, and the more recently discovered objects, Quaoar, Sedna, Orcus and Eris.

    Astrologers get as excited over the discovery of new planets as astronomers do, or even more so.  Big new developments on this planet often coincide with discoveries out in space.  For example, Herschel's discovery of Uranus occurred around the time of the French and American revolutions and the English colonization of Australia.

    In 1977, the year Chiron was discovered, astronomers also discovered that there are rings around Uranus.  That year China's "Gang of Four" was expelled from power, the last known natural case of smallpox occurred, the first female Episcopal priest was ordained, Janet Guthrie became the first woman to qualify for the Indy 500, and the movies Star Wars and Close Encounters of the Third Kind were released.

    We have been observing Chiron for long enough to have gotten some clarity and consensus on its significance.  Most astrologers now agree that it relates to healing, and some of us connect it to transpersonal shamanic experience.  Knowing that I have Chiron conjunct my natal Sun, square my Ascendant, has given me a lot of insight into my life experience this time around, and has drawn a few knowing looks from other astrologers, too.

    Quaoar is being linked to the Indigos.  It takes about 23 years to transit each sign, and its orbit ranges from between Uranus and Pluto to beyond Pluto's orbit, connecting the known to the unknown as Chiron has linked the "personal" planets sunward from Saturn with the "transpersonal" of Uranus and beyond.  At my birth, it conjoined my Chiron-Sun conjunction in Virgo.  If you want to see where it was when you were born, look here.

    The Eris of mythology was the Goddess of Discord, sister of war god Mars, mother of Dysnomia, the spirit of lawlessness.  The dwarf planet Eris is bigger than Pluto, farther away, and has one known moon, named Dysnomia.  Named by astronomers, not astrologers, it is being studied by astrologers, some of whom agree that it seems to be associated with strife and ambition.

    Eris has been in Aries since 1928 and will remain in that sign until the mid-twenty-first century.  Everyone now alive has Eris in either Pisces or Aries.  Eris in my natal chart is at 5°43'Aries, opposite Neptune, quincunx Mercury and the asteroid Vesta, trine Pluto, square Saturn.  Look here for an Eris ephemeris to locate it in your natal chart.

    Because Orcus has an orbital period and size roughly the same as Pluto's, astronomers gave it a designation that is just another name for the god of the underworld.  Highly elliptical, the orbit extends from within that of Uranus to beyond Pluto's orbit.  Astrologers know that Orcus's significance lies in the transpersonal realm and are studying it to refine their understanding.  Orcus was at 18°56'Gemini at my birth, conjunct my natal Uranus, sextile natal Juno, and trine the natal conjunction of Venus and Mars at my Midheaven.  The Orcus ephemeris is here.

    Sedna is 1,000 miles in diameter, the largest body discovered in the solar system since Pluto.  Its orbit takes 10,500 years, so Greyfox and I, born about 3 years apart, both have Sedna at about the twenty-second degree of Aries in our charts, which places it smack in the already crowded midst of my intense curse/blessing pattern.  That ephemeris is here.  The Inuit myth of the goddess Sedna is here.  A discussion of the dwarf planet's astrological significance is here.

  • Four Dead in O-hi-O

    Two years ago, thousands of old hippies, historians, and antiwar activists commemorated the thirty-fifth anniversary of the incident at Kent State University in which Ohio National Guardsmen fired into a panicked crowd of fleeing demonstrators, killing four and wounding nine others.  Two years ago people were still asking the same questions that many of us asked in 1970:  Who gave the order to fire?  Were the troops aiming, shooting to kill, or were they firing indiscriminately into the crowd?  This week, as Vietnam-era antiwar activist Tom Hayden, Iraq war protester Cindy Sheehan, and many others gather at Kent State for another anniversary, we may be getting closer to some answers.

        You know, you see these bums, you know, blowin' up the campuses. Listen, the boys that are on the college campuses today are the luckiest people in the world, going to the greatest universities, and here they are, burnin' up the books, I mean, stormin' around about this issue, I mean, you name it - get rid of the war, there'll be another one.
        -- Richard Nixon, New York Times, May 2, 1970

    Tricky Dickie Nixon's words were bullshit, of course.  We knew it then and the history of the past three decades has proven it.  Since the end of U. S. involvement in Vietnam, most university students have focused on having fun.  Many of them have gotten degrees and some have gotten a useful education.  Student demonstrations against the Iraq war have been quiet, peaceful, and ignored by the Bush administration.  The object lesson of Kent State sank in deep and stayed with us.
    This and other revealing B&W images from May 4, 1970
    can be found HERE, courtesy of "RockyRaccoon."
    Gotta get down to it.
    Soldiers are cutting us down.
    Should have been done long ago.
    What if you knew her and
    Found her dead on the ground?
    How can you run when you know?

    Tin soldiers and Nixon's comin'.
    We're finally on our own.
    This summer I hear the drummin'.
    Four dead in Ohio.

    "Ohio"
    by Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young

    One man's quest

    The late Charles A. Thomas spent more than 3 decades investigating many of the unresolved issues in the 1970 Kent State shootings

    Charles A. Thomas was a 32-year-old specialist in vintage radio recordings at the National Archives in 1975 when he was given the task of cataloging the film footage of the Kent State shootings that occurred on May 4, 1970.

    As he began cataloging the film, Thomas made a disturbing finding: None of the footage showing dead and wounded students after the lethal volley had been used in the public hearings of the Scranton Commission in the months following the shootings.

    Suspicious, Thomas pulled the sound tapes that had been played at the hearings and found that the moments when students were shouting loudest at the guardsmen had been spliced to occur just before the shootings, eliminating the disturbing lull before the shots could be heard on the original tape.

     

    4dead in ohio
    Jeff Miller was killed by a shot to the back of his head, 275 feet away from the National Guard's line.
    Sandy Scheuer was shot in the upper back/neck, at a distance of nearly 400 feet.
    Alison Krause was shot in her arm and thorax, 350 feet away.
    ROTC cadet William Schroeder was shot in the back from nearly 400 feet away.

    One of the surviving wounded students from Kent State believes he has
    the definitive answer to the enduring questions about the incident,
    from another tape his research uncovered about six months ago.

    “RIGHT HERE, GET SET, POINT, FIRE!” –
    exact words of the recently-discovered Ohio National Guard verbal
    command to shoot unarmed Kent State students on May 4, 1970. Seconds
    before the massacre, which ONG officer shouted this order? General
    Robert Canterbury? Lieutenant Colonel Charles Fassinger? Major Harry
    Jones? COVER-UP ENDS IN 2007!

    If Canfora is correct, that one word, "point," and the distances involved in the fatal shots, seem to support the idea that the firing was indiscriminate.  Some of the guardsmen might have been aiming at specific students.  Maybe none of them was aiming at all, and only "pointing" their weapons into the fleeing crowd, as ordered.  Is that relevant?  I don't know.  The big questions in my mind have to do with the Iraq war and the current state of the antiwar movement.  Are we going to have to put our lives on the line again for the sake of peace?  Are enough of us willing to do it?


    Kent State student John Filo won a Pulitzer Prize for this photo
    of Mary Ann Vecchio kneeling beside the body of Jeffrey Miller.

    You can read a first-person account of the events at Kent State from John Filo's roommate, Alan King.

    An audio file is available HERE.

    May 4 Task Force timeline

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    There are still no green leaves on the trees here, but the pussywillows have grown large.  Walking through the woods today, I ended up with pollen all over me, my hair, clothes, camera, lenses, cats, etc.
     

    Here and now, life is good.  I have tried, really seriously tried, to stop thinking, speaking and writing in dualistic terms.  I have not been able to eliminate all the absolute dualisms from my lexicon, but I have cut way down on their usage.  Recently I have referred to "evil" in quotes, while making a point about someone else's beliefs, and I have almost entirely stopped even thinking of things as "bad."  This must be partially from my effort to transcend dualism, and partially from my old Bushido training where I was conditioned to "cycle from positive to neutral."  I certainly have no reason to complain because I have banished bad and evil before being able to drop the opposite extreme.  Life is GOOD.


    The temperature dropped to below freezing last night, so I got out there early this morning while the ice crust over the muskeg was still hard enough to support me.  Hilary, above, came out to meet me.  She has apparently moved into the nearby abandoned house with the feral colony.  Maybe there she can have a room of her own.  Here, there are too many rowdy kittens and smelly tomcats.


    This is what Hilary and I were walking on.  I stayed on the places where the ice is supported by ground underneath and avoided places where I know that it is just a crust suspended over holes.  It grows thinner each day, and is riddled with holes.


    Muffin (on the stump) and Max followed me from the house.  Faust -- AKA "Bobito" because he's nearly identical (except for scars) to his older brother Bobo -- was out there, too, but he is camera shy.


    I have been experimenting with my Fuji, which I seldom use because it offers more options and is therefore more challenging to use than the older Kodak.  Finally, I am beginning to feel comfortable and reasonably competent with the Fuji, now that it's so old and obsolete that I'm having trouble finding extra memory for it.  Gotta get some memory!


    When Doug noticed I'd been gone a while, he and Granny Mousebreath came out looking for me and I picked my way over the broken ice sheet, waded through the weeds and bushes, scrambled up the bank of the roadside ditch, and limped home.

    I have posted fewer than half of the shots I captured on this morning's walk.  If the bleakness of breakup isn't more than you can stand, you can see them all on my photoblog.

    THAT

    Greyfox provided an update to the story of the people who moved out and left so much behind, including a couple of bags full of dirty socks.  Mike, his landlord, said that they left owing him a month's rent, probably about $500 give or take a hundred or so, for that cabin.  This probably explains why they just left their key in the door instead of returning it to him.  I'd say they were embarrassed, or else afraid of his reaction.  If they were afraid of him, they never got to know Mike.  He is about as laissez faire as a landlord can be.  He hates having to go to court to get people evicted, so he sometimes lets them run months late on the rent before he takes action.

    They might not have been aware of the laws governing landlord-tenant relations, eviction, and such.  I was surprised, when I worked at the crisis hotline in Anchorage, to learn how many people didn't know their rights and responsibilities as renters, and what they could legally require and expect from their landlords.  Alaska law makes it difficult for a landlord to evict tenants, probably because of the climate.  In winter, lots of people (mostly those who have lived here most of their lives -- it's not a custom among newcomers) who live in remote areas leave doors unlocked and either a fire going in the woodstove or one laid and ready to light, in case a traveler needs warmth and shelter while they're gone.

    Anyhow, now that I have had a chance to see the sort of things they left behind, I think I was correct in my surmise about some of their clothing having been obtained through shoplifting.  One of them was working at McDonald's and that wouldn't have paid the rent and kept them fed, much less paid for laundry.  Some of their housewares were the sort of things one might find in a thrift store, and others definitely came from Wal-Mart.  The price stickers were still attached, showing that the canisters had been cheap to begin with and were marked down to even less than our local thrift shops usually charge for similar items.

    A few of you commented regarding your own shoplifting experiences, and they fall well within the "normal" range.  Most people who shoplift are teenagers, and they are not usually going for things they need.  If they aren't just going for thrills or taking targets of opportunity to impress their friends, they go after small luxury items their parents don't want them to have, or things such as condoms, feminine hygeine products, etc., that they are embarrassed to buy.

    While I was doing time in prison for possession of marijuana, in 1970, I met a woman who, along with her sister-in-law, ran a shoplifting ring for profit.  Between them, they had eight children.  The kids provided enough distraction and cover to allow the mothers to get out of stores with amazing hauls of merchandise.  They boosted to order for their friends, and when the opportunity arose they also took things that were easily fenced.  The SIL cut a deal and testified against... oh, let's call her Mrs. Jabba, since I can't recall her name and she looked like Jabba the Hutt -- who was convicted of multiple counts of grand larceny, child endangerment, contributing to the delinquency of a minor, and possibly a few more counts I've forgotten.

    That's rare, actually.  Thieves with big ambitions can usually find easier, more profitable, and lower-risk crimes to commit.  Aside from the teenage thrill boosters, most adult shoplifters are working at subsistence level, stealing things to use, either because they don't have the money to buy what they need or they are trying to supplement a low income and have some luxuries.  Most of them are in the under-thirty demographic. 

    The smallest number of habitual shoplifters are the true compulsive kleptomaniacs.  MRI studies have shown abnormal electrical activity in frontal areas of the brains of some kleptomaniacs.  As with all forms of obsessive-compulsive disorder, kleptomaniacs have imbalances of the neurotransmitter serotonin and they usually respond to treatment with selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors.  Similar abnormalities in neuroelectrochemistry exist in people who are compulsive savers or "packrats" (like me) who tend to accumulate anything and everything for which they think they might ever have a use.

    Yaay!  It's raining here, our first precipitation in months, first liquid precip this year.  We really need the moisture, too.  Fire danger is high and there won't be many berries and wildflowers if we don't get more rain.

  • Scars and How

     

    This weeks photo challenge is hosted by Moonlight_Sonata22

    Her subject is Scars (and how you got them)

    First, an ultra closeup of my oldest scar:

    In second grade, about 55 years ago, running on the playground, I fell and skinned my knee.  The school nurse cleaned the wound and bandaged it.  Several days later, as it had grown sorer and swollen, my father examined the wound closely, then used the tip of his pocket knife (after sterilizing it in the flame of his Zippo lighter) to dig out the piece of gravel that was lodged in my knee.

    The next one is more recent:

    Over a year ago, this was a third degree burn on my thumb.  I got it from inadvertently gripping the edge of the opening on my woodstove along with the piece of firewood I was trying to reposition in the stove.   The groove is from the subsurface tissue damage.

  • Social Inequality and Philosophical Differences

    Zvanoizu said she was, "puzzled and outraged" about the 23.5 pairs of identical dirty socks:

    It's a mindset so alien to me: that of shoplifting things like, wearing
    them but once, then just throwing them away. It's like there's some
    level that's been sunk to that rationalizes the theft and tossing, and
    totally wipes out another segment of people who wait to buy those
    things, wear them for years and years and... urgh. I can't explain it.

    I think I understand. 

    First, I want to repeat that I was guessing about how those worn-once-and-unwashed socks came to be discarded.  I really know very little about the people who threw out the clothing.  They also threw out a lot of housewares, appliances, toys, games, etc., that they had been unable to sell during weeks of a yard sale. 

    A few days ago, Greyfox noticed that they'd gone away and left the key stuck in the door.  He assumed that the landlord wasn't aware that they'd gone, and told him.  Mike thanked Greyfox for telling him about the key, and gave him the okay to go in and salvage what he could from what they had left in the cabin.  We got dry beans, spices, pasta, baking mixes and other non-perishable foods that we can use.

    Theirs is not the way I would now handle such a situation, if I were in their shoes.  I would give stuff away to neighbors, or donate it to charity. But there was a time, when I was much younger, that I might have slipped quietly away as they did, afraid or ashamed to face the landlord and return his key, embarrassed to offer my meager leftovers to neighbors I barely knew.  Possibly their motives were similar to that.  It is also possible that simple narcissistic self-interest and disregard for others motivated them.  Who knows?

    Zvanoizu's comment reminded me of a long car trip I took to Fairbanks with a fellow Mensan about thirty years ago.  There was an active local group in Anchorage and a scattering of isolated members in the Fairbanks area.  National Mensa asked the Anchorage LocSec to arrange a meeting of some of those isolated M's and try to get them to organize a local group.  Two of us had the spare time.  Julie, an attorney, drove her car and we spent the first part of the trip getting to know each other better.

    After I mentioned my criminal history and prison record, the rest of our conversation centered on political philosophy and social psychology.  Julie was like Zvanoizu, puzzled and outraged.  In response to her direct question about what had motivated me to steal, I related the story of my poverty as a teenage single parent, and my political radicalization by the man who told me that I deserved much better than I had.  He taught me that, "Property is theft."   He said that if someone with more than he needs has something I need but don't have, it isn't wrong to take it.

    Julie replied, "But what about the resentment of the people who work for what they have, towards those who steal?"  I countered with, "What about the resentment of those who work and work and still don't have, toward the bosses who have plenty and continue to profit from the work of others?  What about the corrupt politicians and parasitic bureaucrats whose risks of detection are minimal and whose profits are enormous?"  It is an endless argument and one that cannot be won by either side in a system as full of inequities as ours is.  Many voices have been raised in favor of the god-fearing, law-abiding philosophical position, so I will state a few points on the other side.

    A few years ago, a British clergyman made news when he spoke out publicly against supermarkets for enticing people to steal.  He was censured by his church superiors, but many people agreed that the man had a valid point.  In Dickensian times, a street urchin might have pressed his nose against the sweet shop window and swooned at the fragrance that wafted out when the door opened, but he would not have been allowed within reach of the merchandise.

    Those who make their merchandise available to thieves are inciting to theft.  They purchase shrinkage insurance that minimizes their financial risk and that provides employment to actuaries, clerks, and insurance executives.  By installing security cameras and other antitheft devices, they are supporting technological industries, most of them in Asia.  By hiring security personnel, they are supporting the local economy.  Therefore, in their own way, thieves support the global economy.

    Among the folk heroes of our culture are a few thieves, such as Robin Hood, who robbed the rich and gave to the poor, and Pretty Boy Floyd, who robbed banks in the Dust Bowl of the Great Depression and paid off poor farmers' mortgages to those same banks.  Even so, some people, even some thieves, are astonished to learn that there is such a thing as an ethical thief.  Of course, ethics are an individual thing and not all ethical thieves would agree on what that means.  To some, it might mean simply not stealing from one's own friends and not getting caught.  Others only target large corporations with shrinkage insurance, never take more than they need (or donate their surplus to charity), don't use violence, never carry a weapon in a burglary... as I said, ethics are variable.  

    Statistically, most thieves will readily steal money, supplies, or merchandise from their employers, take everything from towels to telephones and art from hotel rooms, and cheat on their taxes, but draw the line at shoplifting.  Those, the majority of thieves, responsible for a majority of the annual dollar loss to theft in the U.S., are middle class thieves or even upper class.  The people who steal clean clothes because they cannot afford to use a laundromat are, of course, in the lowest economic classes.  These are the ones with whom I can relate.

    Studies suggest that roughly a third of those on the bottom rung of society will steal something they need if the opportunity arises.  The rest will presumably beg or do without.  If the low-class thieves have a little bit of money, they will buy beans or hamburger.  If they are flat broke, they will steal steak or lobster.  If they have a little bit of money, they will launder their old clothes or buy "new" ones at a charity thrift shop such as Salvation Army or Goodwill.  If they are flat broke, they will try to steal something better.  Since the risk is essentially the same, it doesn't make sense to steal cheap or inferior merchandise if one has access to something better.

    When I was homeless and penniless, I survived catch-as-catch-can.  Nearly everyone I see at Felony Flats is doing that.  Most of their lives, in the terms used by 12-step programs, are unmanageable.  Each of them copes in the way that he or she has learned.  Some of them are hardworking people going through hard times.  Others are mentally ill, and the fortunate among them have been diagnosed and are receiving some assistance.  It would be inaccurate and misleading to generalize too broadly about the people who live there.  The only thing they really have in common is that all of them are living in substandard housing in a harsh environment.

    I live in substandard housing in the same harsh environment, but I have the advantage of owning my squalid hovel, not paying rent.  In the years before Greyfox came along and began providing some money, we did without some things.  I grew some food in the garden and foraged for wild foods.  When Doug was a baby, he didn't wear disposable diapers.  Often I could scrape up enough money for the laundromat.  When I couldn't, I washed our clothes, including his diapers and my dirty handkerchiefs (tissues are a luxury), by hand.  That's how my mother taught me to do things.  I have Scots ancestry on both sides of my family.  I was taught not to waste things.

    I am neither puzzled nor outraged at the waste involved in those shopping bags full of dirty socks, and the other serviceable clothing, usable items and perfectly good food Greyfox found in that dumpster.  I can easily guess at motivations, even if I cannot imagine myself doing something like that.  I can understand, even though I don't condone waste.  Neither do I condemn anyone.  I don't do outrage.  Waste appalls me, and by dumpster diving I do what I can to minimize it.  I don't hesitate to scrounge and salvage more than I can use.  I figure there's always someone who can use it.

  • May Day, Mayday, venez m'aider

    Breakup is official:
    Nenana Ice ClassicThe
    Tanana River
    officially went out
    on April
    27 at 3:47 P.M.
    Alaska Standard
    Time.
    The jackpot
    is $303,272.00.

    The first day of May is International Workers Day, or Labour Day, an anarchist and socialist holiday honoring workers.   In my youth, I recall seeing clips on the TV news of big May Day parades in Moscow's Red Square.  May Day had different significance to my mother in her youth.

    She told me of dancing around the maypole as a child.  Many of the maypole pictures I've found show only girls or women, but in my mother's version, the boys circled the pole one way and the girls circled the other, weaving in and out around each other, so that the ribbons were woven into a basket pattern that grew down the pole as the ribbons shortened and the dancers were drawn closer to the center.  Now I'm wondering if it was the boys or the girls who circled the pole widdershins.  I wish I'd thought to ask her that while she was alive.  I'm guessing that the boys danced deosil and the girls pranced widdershins.

    Mama's maypole dances, on the prairie of Eastern Kansas in the years before the Great War to End All War, the First World War, were survivals of Beltane, pagan celebrations of the beginning of summer.  By the time of my birth during the Great Patriotic War (Великая Отечественная война), World War II, maypole dancing had gone out of fashion in the U. S., except in a few artsy communities.

    Then there's that other mayday.  Many people insist that the international distress call, "mayday, mayday, mayday," originates from the French for "help me."  Other people insist it is a totally made-up word.  Documentary evidence leads me to lean toward the former.  Correct French would probably be 'venez m'aider' or "come help me," but
    a French person is more likely to say, "Au secour."  "M'aidez,"
    pronounced mayday, is patois, low class vernacular, slang.

    Frederic Stanley Mockford, a radio operator in England, was tasked in 1927 with coming up with a simple, memorable, uniform air and sea radio distress call.  Most of the radio traffic he handled personally was with bases in France, and at the time French was the international language of diplomacy, before being replaced by English.  Mayday is always said three times to avoid its going unheard due to radio interference or having a similar-sounding word in normal conversation mistaken for a distress call. Like phoning 911, only more so, one does not use mayday three times except in a life-threatening emergency, requiring immediate rescue or assistance.

    I'll only say it once:  Venez m'aider!  Come help me celebrate five years on Xanga.