December 6, 2005

  • What a night I’m having!

    About halfway through my latest reading on KaiOaty, we had a brief
    power outage.  A few hours before that, another little break in
    the electron flow had nudged Doug away from the computer and off to his
    bed.  I welcomed that first blink of the lights, but not the
    second one.  Since I’d gone as far as I had, and had a clear
    picture in my mind before I started of where the reading was going, I
    got back into x-Tools and reconstructed what I’d lost.

    Then, throughout the next four hours, I wrote, rewrote, saved a
    paragraph at a time, and lost count of the flickers and blinks. 
    Pretty soon, I noticed that the big blinks were preceded by little
    flickers, so I’d save what I had whenever there was the merest
    suggestion of a dimming of the lights.  That saved me a lot of
    reworking. 

    Maybe it was persistence, perseverance and a sense of responsibility
    that kept me going.  Maybe it was just OCD.  I wanted to
    finish the job, and now I’m really only about one hour past the time
    I’ve
    been getting to bed recently.  I’ve been letting my diurnal cycle
    go long to stay out of phase with Doug’s during the deep two-week cold
    snap so we could keep the fire going.  I’m not tired so much as
    I’m
    relieved right now.  I got it done.  Now our only backlog at
    KaiOaty’s site is a past-life reading for Greyfox to do.

    Looking back over the night, I don’t think I even felt any
    frustration.  Each time as I waited for the computer to come back
    up, I’d get up and get a warm-up on my coffee.  One of the times,
    I got a bowl of chips and a cup of salsa.  During none of the
    little intervals of darkness was the power off long enough for me to
    feel any anxiety that it would be a lengthy outage.  Being
    forewarned by the blink that kicked Doug offline clued me to the wisdom
    of saving frequently, so I never lost much.  I even think that the
    necessity for rewriting some of my work improved my clarity of
    communication.

    There’s a nice difference in this computer compared to our old
    one.  Such momentary outages would turn the old one off and when
    it came back up it would be in safe mode or it would give us ominous
    error messages about incomplete shutdowns, and such.  This one, if
    the outage is brief enough, just restarts itself.  Even if it is a
    lengthy outage and we have to push the “on” button to get it back up,
    it comes up looking healthy and normal, none of that alarming stuff we
    got from the old one.  Aaah, the best things in life are free.

    Warmth is one of the best things in my life, and we’ve got some! 
    In the last two days, the temp has come up more than forty degrees,
    into the low twenties.  That’s balmy after a couple of weeks of
    minus-twenties.  Koji has been going out every few hours and
    staying out there for twenty minutes or more.  During these past
    weeks of colder weather, he’d make about two reluctant and hurried
    trips out each day. 

    We have one cat who never wants to go outside (Nemo), and one (Muffin)
    who doesn’t go out at all in cold weather.  After one trip out
    into the snow last month, little Alice has been staying in the
    house.  Likewise with Cecil; he appears to be another winter
    housecat.  Bobo will go out in any weather and doesn’t seem to
    have sense enough to come in when it’s life-threateningly frigid. 
    I’ve had to go out and bring him in a couple of times when he was just
    huddled there shivering.  He and his adopted brother Albion have
    been in and out several times today.  Old Granny Mousebreath likes
    to go out hunting unless it’s ten below or colder.  She has been
    enjoying the relatively mild temps today, too.

    It feels great to me, not having to dress for outdoors to be
    comfortable indoors.  I have even been able to get some pieces of
    my last shower out of the bathtub.  Y’see… the drain was frozen
    before I filled up the camp shower and made myself presentable for the
    health clinic.  Usually in winter I bail the gray water out of the
    tub into a bucket and haul it out as we do dishwater, etc.  That
    time, the usual bucket was in use and by the time I got home from the
    clinic the water in the tub had frozen. 

    The cats had a little ice skating rink for a few days.  It warmed
    up enough today that Doug started breaking the rink into pieces. 
    I finished the job tonight and put the pieces into the bathroom sink
    where they can melt and drain away.  That drain only freezes in
    the coldest weather, and I can thaw it by opening the cabinet under the
    sink and aiming the heater at the u-trap.  The bathtub will need a
    couple of days of above freezing temperatures before it drains on its
    own.

    Subarctic suburban living at its… best?  craziest?  I
    dunno.  I just know I like it here on the edge of the fringe of
    the back of beyond, and there’s enough ironic humor value in some of
    the trade-offs to turn them into assets.

Comments (8)

  • Oh, I so could not do that!

    It has been getting down into the 20′s here at night, and somewhere between the 50′s and 60′s during the day…I’m freezing! And then I read your site…dang, not only am I much warmer than you, but I also have so many disgusting luxuries it makes me feel evil!
    My hose out front froze, but I have running water. My drains clog, but they don’t freeze, and I don’t have to bail out my tubs. Sure my electricity goes out during storms, as does everyones, but I have it right?
    So, when ever I am feeling put upon…I just need to come read your site…I will feel ever so much better!

    Good for you for living on the edge…the rest of us take up too much room!

  • I appreciate that you took the time and effort to finish the reading.  Thank you.

    However I do wonder if the power outage had anything to do with the reading itself?  I’ve never been one to believe in coincidences and knowingly when things occur repeatedly, there’s usually a pattern and a reason outside of the general ones as to why.

    But thanks again for the insight.

  • I enjoy reading about your life.

  • I can just see the cats skating, wearing little tassel hats and long scarves. . . . .

  • We’re in the 20′s here today and I can not get warm to save my butt!

    Tassle hats and scarves on skating cats… :laugh:

  • You are a much more patient person then I am!

  • I hate nights like that…

  • you have found the joy of loving those things that so many of us take for granted…this is a wonderful quality that you have…I love reading about your life…your journal is like a novel…each day is a new adventure to read because it is a new adventure for you…thank you…Sassy

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