June 1, 2004
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a few wee tweaks…
It’s
back-to-work day after a long weekend for most United Statesians.
It’s just another day for me. I have nowhere to go except to the
spring for water sometime in the next few days, and down the valley to
drive the rehab van on Thursday. It seems like I’ve always been
out of sync with society.Even when I held down jobs, before this damned disease ended my
employability in the ‘seventies, on most of those jobs I worked
weekends. In hospitals, bars and restaurants, only the bosses
take off on the weekends. On some of my bar and restaurant jobs,
at night or on weekends I became “boss” and did the
management/supervisory work so the owner could take off. Then
after my only employment was self-employment, most of that was at fairs
and music festivals–I’d work where and when others were playing.
Somehow, that seems fitting–whether I just happened into that pattern
and it molded my personality, or I gravitated into it because of my
personality, it fits.I made a few changes around here today. That’s Xanga-here, not Su Valley, Alaska-here. I’ve
added a new quote to my “favorites” in the sidebar, took out the dead
link to the Folksites website that hasn’t been accessible for months,
and made my email link show again–is the contact worth the spam?–I
dunno.Putting the email link back out there was inspired by wixer,
who mentioned in my guestbook that she couldn’t find my email.
Email sent by using that link will probably get hung up in the spam
filter at my ISP, anyway. That was one reason I took the link off
here in the first place: I only clean out the “trash” at the ISP
infrequently and irregularly, and my mail from Xangans was consequently
always being read and answered late.The other tweak to my (long unchanged, same-same everyday ho-hum)
site was also inspired by wixer’s message in the guestbook. She
told me about the Online Etymology Dictionary, and I added a link to it just below the Onelook dictionary search box.Recently, I’d seen a reference in a book on addiction to the
etymology of addict (same root as “edict”, a legal decree: slaves
were legally addicted to their masters). None of the first five
dictionaries I picked up had any reference to that now-obsolete usage,
and I didn’t feel like bothering to get out the microprint OED and the
magnifying glass. Now I have dates for the earliest known usage,
for the earliest appearance of “self-addicted,” the sense now in
currency, and for “addict” as a noun. Thanks, wixer.
addict – 1529, adj., “delivered, devoted,” from L. addictus, pp. of addicere “deliver, yield, devote,” from ad- “to” + dicere “say, declare,” but also “adjudge, allot.” Modern sense is really self-addicted
“to give over or award (oneself) to someone or some practice” (1607).
The noun is first recorded 1909, in reference to morphine. Addicted is from 1914. Addiction
in modern (narcotics, etc.) sense is first attested 1906, in ref. to
opium (there is an isolated instance from 1779, with ref. to tobacco).There’s no more news from my little corner of the edge of the fringe of
the back of beyond right now, except that Doug just got up. Now
he will move in here at the “work station” where he conducts his life,
and I’ll move over to the PlayStation2 where I veg out. Later,
all.

Comments (12)
I’m a dick…. Is that close to being addicted?
edict? Only a lawyer would change the spellin’ to meet his needs…
Enjoy your day.
That etymology dictionary is terrific, thanks!
You keep reading this site full of silly soppy poems, you should try my The_Clowne_from_Clown site, more you, my poems can be as cold as your state, but my clowne site explores myself and my fears and joys.
When I read your comment on my site I came over. You scare the hell outa me. Take your life story and subtract the bikers, crank, jail and an abortion and we could be in a parallel universe. I was so hyper with reading your links that I could not stop and yet have so much to do. I could not stop reading. The things I remember while reading your journals:
My dad was my hero.
He used a razor strop when necessary.
He thought I was smart and I was because I wanted him proud of me.
I dreamed a lot and one was that I was Flash Gordon’s woman.
I am a recovering alkie/addict. I didn’t find another way until I was in my fifties. My addiction was to dexidrene, doctor prescribed, and all the other “legal” ones after until I rehabbed.Unlike you, I could not sleep thus the addition of booze. I hated the taste of my choice..Vodka.
I cut a wide swath. I was a successful manipulator.
Sometimes breaking rules was addictive and I was always able to find some kind soul who was willing to be manipulated. (I still want my own way a lot and choices…I hate having my choices taken away)
I was so out of it at one time that I claimed that God had a different set of rules for me and I believed it.
On the lighter side…I had to laugh in appreciation when I read that you stole a book called “Steal This Book”. Now that IS funny.
Kathy, I was gonna wimp out and email this to you for fear that others might read it and judge me. Then I remembered how public I was in addiction. What happened happened and the why or wherefore is of no consequence today. I am here in the now.
I read your questionairre and liked what you said about religion. I walked and walk with Jesus and know you respect my choice. (There goes the choice thing again) I also respect your choices and feel you have a life that suits you. I am glad you found paths and took the right one.
I think I came online right after you subscribed to me…I have been reading you every since…you are a most interesting woman and I have much to read…I love reading and I find you most delicious …was the only word to describe you…..not gay…just like words to go with what I think….and I am glad you liked my name…I am 45 and the name was given when I was 21 so it is like my own name….I hope you continue to read as i love to write….and i have much to catch up on you as well …….I always wanted to live in Alaska…got kinda envious here..:-}….take care…Dorothea
I think you are right!
Hi! Thanks for the eprops and visiting my site. I am obsessed with Cirque du Soleil.
I have witnessed one live performance (Alegria), but I have seen all of the touring shows on DVD. They are all amazing and I would highly recommend seeing any of them live. It’s a completely different experience. The tent is so unbelieveably small, you will feel like a part of the production! I see that you live in Alaska, but if you ever visit FL (1 permanent show) or Vegas (3 permanent shows, soon to be 4) you should go see one of the performences there. I am going to see La Nouba (One of Cirque’s shows) in July. I write for a local paper and I wrote a story about Alegria when the show visited St. Petersburg. It’s somewhere on my site, if you would like to read it…I can email it to you! I will write a story about my adventures to La Nouba, as well. Also, http://www.cirquedusoleil.com is the official site for the productions. If you are interested in receiving info. by email about Cirque du Soleil, I strongly suggest joining. Also, you may discover the shows and their acts at that site, as well. I hope you have a great week! ~Andrew~
Knew you’d like that dictionary! Have fun with it.
have fun veg-ing…
LOL@benM!! (would have put BM but thought that might be misconstrued
) Glad yer chillin’..
oh lordie…teaming up susu and wixer…you two and your research would be an interesting pair!
Y’all’re both always finding things that make me say, “hmmm.”
your sidebar always has fascinated me. all that information. you’re so damned organized. i think it’s wonderful to have it all set up like that.
pfffft. i have trouble finding my purse in the mornings.
oh and mooncry should’ve felt more than comfortable using the initials ”BM” for mitch…hell, everyone else has at one time or another. heh.