May 15, 2002
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Not that my recent state of mind was all that mature, but waiting to hear from my long-lost ex-husband and son has rejuvenated me.
Don’t get me wrong–it hasn’t put youthful spring in my step or removed any wrinkles. I’m just impatient and insecure as the kid I used to be.
Doesn’t this guy ever check his email?? It has been over 12 hours….
Surely he wouldn’t just read it and blow me off???
Maybe he got it, read it, and found enough clues to track me down and murder me for some ancient antagonism I’ve forgotten but he has not!!!!
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eek. Anxiety. Product of anxiety. Random ax of violence. Scary. Hope things work out for you.
-B
It’s always hard to wait for answers in a situation like this….
He’s male….*giggle*…not going to be wonderful at returning messages
Thankyou so much for your kind words – it’s not easy, but life goes on.
Take care
How long has it been since you’ve seen your son???
oh wow. oh wow oh wow oh wow. i just read your last few entries. goosebumps all around. i’m praying for only the best outcome for you in all of this… and is there a little voice in your head somewhere whispering “what a long strange trip it’s been?”
Hang in there – 12 hours only seems like a long time. Wishing you luck…