@SuSu - I just have never been able to do something like D&D with such focus.  If I was playing it more, I would try to find a way to outsource it to India and make sure to stress t my Virtual Assistant that I want to “win big”..and then, I would have more time for genetic computations and getting deeper into both biology and chemistry….I had good friends in the ARMY who were really into this.  One fella’s wife would go out fishing with me as we used to all go outdoors and kayak and canoe, then, he didn’t mind her going alone with me because he was going to play at someone’s dungeon.  She propositioned me and I had not yet been with a woman and was scared.  Yeah, I was just about 22 before anything happened birds and bees for me.  However, a few of my other friends did not resist with her and a bunch of people’s lives were really messed up and I watched three good people get kicked out of the ARMY as a direct result of their being onto this D&D adventure.  For me, I joke and I was just spatting off what I remember when the two of these guys grabbed about five books a piece and started to explain the whole concept of D&D.  In hindsight, I should have ravaged that dude’s wife and not let a good chance for revenge sex go wasted.  You live, you learn and you are hopefully wiser and maybe regretful with hindsight sometimes.

I quit smoking over thirteen years ago now.  I have a rule to not associate with people who do D&D, smoke, use drugs or cannot admit they have flaws.  I never impose my ideologies onto someone else’s life nor do I exend judgement to a damning determinant onto people because they do things I have found myself to be in opposition with.  I honestly believe that it is easy to get sucked up in reality when it is not reality but addiction to something that has no end.  
I believe I am a very conscientious amoral person.  That remains to be seen.