February 20, 2008
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How Odd
How very strange indeed it is that, due to Xanga and Google, I have come to be seen by a few people as some sort of expert on outlaw motorcycle clubs. This puts me in the same club as the late gonzo journalist Hunter S. Thompson (right), who was hanging around with Hells Angels in the Bay Area around the same time I was, about forty years ago.
I didn’t know it at the time, but I was partying in the campground on the Hells Angels bike run where Hunter Thompson got severely beaten by the Angels, presumably because they didn’t like having a straight citizen nosing around asking questions. Anyone looking back at the incident, knowing Thompson by reputation, might wonder whether he had been there mainly for the drugs, and the material he gathered for his book was secondary. [BTW, "straight citizen," back then, in biker jargon, meant only someone who wasn't one of them. It had nothing to do with sexual orientation.]
I certainly have not claimed to be an expert on outlaw bikers, nor did I have any intention of blogging my story of the three years I rode with them, until that just happened. It happened like this:
Three weeks after I’d started blogging on Xanga, while I was clicking on every interesting name I saw in people’s comments, or on whatever sort of name appeared under an interesting comment, getting to know some of you people, I observed something happening here that reminded me of the way things were done in the similarly closed community of prison. Alliances were forming, enmities were being forged, and people were expressing a wide range of feelings over other people’s nettiquette, the unofficial, unwritten Rules of the Game. Writing that story opened a big can of worms that eventually evolved into my thus-far-unfinished autobiography’s being written in a series of blog entries.
Someone asked me why I had been in prison. I could have taken the simple route and said I had been sentenced to three years for possession of about ten grams of Cannabis, but I am not one to shy away from telling a long story. I had already written (not posted) the story of the first time I was in jail, for my daughter Angie, who had wanted to know how she came to be conceived, born, and given up for adoption. I edited and posted it, then continued the story, and haven’t stopped yet even though I have tended to get bogged down easily since I got through the exciting years.
The first clue I had that someone googling for info on outlaw bikers would be pointed to my blog was when I got an email through my Xanga email link, from a woman whose sister had disappeared into the world of outlaws, specifically Gypsy Jokers in the Pacific Northwest. She hadn’t understood that I was now thousands of miles and a few decades away from that scene. She asked, and there was a feeling of desperation to her email, if I knew her sister or could look for her. I did what I could: tracked down a journalist in the area who had done stories on the Jokers, and hooked him up with the woman.
It was months after that when I heard from her again. She found her sister, but she wasn’t the same woman her family had known. She was drug addicted, and scarred in body, mind and spirit. Still, her sister thanked me for my part in helping to find her. I feel it was the least I could do.
Around that time, I did some Google experimenting, and found a number of combinations of biker-related search terms that would return my Xanga site in the top position. One of them that still does so today is, “hells angels”+”gypsy jokers”+oregon. I’d have mixed feelings about this if I thought it was something about which I needed to have any feelings. It’s just a fact of life, one that keeps bringing new people into my life.
During the recent spate of cold weather that kept me from blogging for a couple of weeks, the paragraph below was sent to me through Xanga Messaging, and was copied into comments on several of the biker entries I had posted almost six years ago. The writer of this message apparently registered on Xanga to contact me, then closed his account before I had a chance to respond.
Did Oregon OMG’s keep the HA out of here? I don’t think Oregon has a HA
chapter. It makes me proud to be a native. I wish you would come down
harder on the HA as they are growing in power and numbers. I am so glad
that we live in a time and place where no woman/human has to live the
way you did. The HA uses/used fear to get what they wanted, but those
days are gone. I wish you and all of the people/woman that got violated
by the HA would take action. Many are dead. It is not too late.
Monsters are always monsters. You may save a life by being retaliatory
rater than reminiscent. Those same sick fucks are still alive and
destroying lives. At least two lives that I know of. Either way, great
writing.
Fuck You Hell’s Angels
CoxtomThe OMG in this message is a reference to outlaw motorcycle gangs. About forty years ago, the dominant club in the Eugene-Springfield area were the Gypsy Jokers. Following my gang rape by them, a few members of the Vallejo, California, Black Ravens MC (a 1%er Hells Angels affiliate club) and the Richmond and Oakland chapters of Hells Angels, went to Oregon on a mission of retribution. In California, there was already a war between Hells Angels and Gypsy Jokers, which was probably the central reason that I was chosen for rape by the Oregon Gypsy Jokers. Please don’t get the idea that there was any chivalrous intent in the Angels’ and the Ravens’ coming down on the Jokers for raping me. It was a territorial dispute, and I was just a disputed piece of property in the eyes of both sides.
A few of the Black Ravens and Hells Angels who had gone to Oregon with my ol’ man and me in ’67, stayed on there and formed a club called the Free Souls. By the time I got out of prison four years later, the Hells Angels vs Gypsy Jokers war in Oregon was over. I had information from multiple sources in positions to know, that there had been at least three murders before the Gypsy Jokers surrendered. The Jokers had either burned their colors and joined the Angels or their affiliates, or they had left the state. One Joker I had known was known to be in Nevada, where he had started up a new chapter of the Gypsy Jokers. I don’t know from first hand experience what happened after that. I have been gone from there, living in Alaska and not hanging out with bikers, since 1973.
I did some web research today. In an official 2006 crime report, the State of Oregon said, “Oregon now has five documented OMGs. Recent reports indicate that these gangs are acting cooperatively to prevent other OMGs from establishing chapters in the state. Renewed rivalries are sparking a nationwide trend of violent confrontations and recruiting drives that include ‘patching in’ smaller clubs to increase membership and expand their presence in a given area.” The report does not name those clubs, but does mention the “Big 5″ U.S. OMGs: Hells Angels, Bandidos, Pagans, Outlaws, and Sons of Silence. When I rode with one-percenters forty years ago, anyone who wore a 1% patch was a Hells Angels affiliate, or else was liable to run into trouble with the Hells Angels. The Angels have killed to support their claim of exclusive rights to that symbol. Now, I’m told, they no longer claim it as exclusively theirs. I don’t know. Who would I ask? I suspect that opinions on that issue may differ.
I also found the website of the Eugene-Springfield, Oregon chapter of A.B.A.T.E., a motorcycle rights organization with chapters in a number of states. A history of the chapter contained the following: “We decided to call ourselves “Willamette Valley ABATE”, but first we
had to approach the Free Souls to get an approval…. Russ took care of
it and it was OK’d. Some time back there was a defunct Motorcycle group
known as the Willamette Valley Riders that started out as a family
oriented group who eventually bent toward becoming a motorcycle club
and the Free Souls MC shut them down.”Another article I found on the web, referred to a lawsuit brought against the Sheriff’s Department of Clark County, Washington, and two of its deputies, by The Confederation of Clubs of Washington on behalf of the Free Souls M/C. The deputies had allegedly informed various bar owners within their jurisdiction that they would not respond to 911 emergency calls if the proprietors chose to allow patch holders in their establishments. The Sheriff’s department settled out of court for $20,000 to cover the bikers’ legal fees, agreeing, “not to campaign for other bar and taverns to adopt ‘no colors’ policies; to develop a written protocol for deputies to use when discussing perceived problems regarding wearing of ‘club colors’ with owners of such establishments; and to basically avoid conflict and confrontation with the Free Souls MC and to cooperate with the club in the resolution of any future concerns.”If “Coxtom” is proud to be an Oregonian because the state has no Hells Angels chapter, he is simply ignorant of the realities of the outlaw biker establishment in his state, in this country, on this continent, and on several other continents as well.
That woman who wrote to me about her sister can tell Coxtom that he is mistaken about “those days” being gone. There is someone else here at Xanga now who knows some of those Big 5 bikers the same way I do: as a survivor of gang rape. We have been corresponding for a few months, since she first signed on here to ask me, “a few questions,” about the mentality of the men who raped us.She, magdalenamama, felt strongly enough about the issue to post her story in graphic detail, in the hope that it might provide some help or comfort to others who had endured the same treatment. I agreed that it was a worthy effort, and wanted to help her reach more readers. My followup to this post, and some of those answers to her questions, can be found HERE.
Comments (17)
You are so fascinating.
A friend from VA is related to Sonny Barger.
Wow is all I can say.
Peace and blessings to you this cold night.
Namaste!
Looking forward to it…..
great stuff here
I had two direct contacts with the Hells Angels and they were both positive and helpful. First one was coming out of the rapids at the Stanislaus River…soaked, cold and looking like a drowned rat. They saw me stagger up the beach and came with a blanket and asked me if I wanted anything. I had just tried to stop smoking week before and I said…I need a cigarette and they said…what kind
They took care of me…a total stranger.
The second time was playing pool in a biker bar…we were all having a good time. Knight was playing the table and I was watching and being my usual in the face self. Some gent decided I was fair game and started to put the big time make on me…one of the HA just took a cue and tapped him on the head……………
at the moment I am halfway through reading Sonny Barger’s book “Hell’s Angel” and last year I went to Gold Coast Bike Week
Very interesting read…
Well, I read a book 5 or 10 years ago, about how the Anchorage chapter of the H.A. was infiltrated by an FBI informant and they used that link to infiltrate the Oakland H.A. and other people, it allegedly led to a lot of arrests for interstate meth cooking and dealing and RICO and so on and so forth but I don’t remember that much about the book.
One of the characters in the book had herpes blisters that were so bad that he was riding in the front seat of a pickup truck naked with alcohol or something like that splashed all over his crotch and private parts.
They were rough and tumble but the leaders owned houses and lived a middle class lifestyle when they were not incarcerated. They were getting older, and a lot of them were obese and were chain smokers and had heart conditions eventually. They are predominantly Caucasian and I wonder how much overlap there is between the big outlaw biker clubs and the Aryan Nations which I understand to be basically a prison gang. I also wonder how they negotiate drug deals and hegemony over turf with the MS-13, Bloods, Crips, Mexican Mafia and other gangs.
There is an East Village HA clubhouse, I think it is on East 4th Street in NYC, I have walked past there occasionally and motorcycles are parked outside, the music playing is like old Greatful Dead type psychedelic folk rock and I have never been around there when there was anything rowdy going on. The newspaper reports of crimes in and around NYC for the past 20 years have not featured HA or Outlaws or Pagans prominently. Out in parts of New Jersey they occasionally have wars, RICO arrests, and so forth, but it happens more like out in the exurbs, where there is really more room to ride motorcycles and where the population was still predominantly Caucasians until recently.
this –
“…but I am not one to shy away from telling a long story.”
– made me laugh out loud.
good dog, if you ever chose to start telling condendsed versions, i’d find my way to alaska to kick your butt into high gear.
what i love most about your memoirs is that you don’t set out to whine or rose-color glass any of it, nor look for validation or pity. you just flat out tell it like it was and is and show that moving on can happen. whether about your times with the bikers, your time in jail, your day to day struggles [shaddup...they are stuggles] with pain, you have from the beginning impressed me with your “and so it goes” writing.
and i’m sitting here laughing over nanny’s description of the guy being “tapped” on the head with a pool cue.
Kathy, thank you for helping me to find a place of peace and to come to grips with the pain and guilt I felt my gang rape caused me. I now understand that I chose how I feel about what happened to me. I know it must have taken great patience on your part. And as difficult as the journey has been for me, I would repeat it again and again to be where I am today. Thank you for your honesty and unconditional love. I return it to you with the same devotion you afforded the truth. That is, the truth that in the beginning… I simply refused to see. magdalenamama
@magdalenamama - I’m glad I could help. I think it was worth the effort.
im sorry for all your pain and suffering and my spelling is reallybad lol i have a few freinds in the fsmc in oregon and they have always been kind and protective of me and my family .when i go out of town a few of them cruise by my house and make sure my son and gf are ok .not all mc are like the ha some are just wild at heart
@fsmcsupporter - What pain and suffering? Did I miss something here? …or did you?
I think it is erroneous to ascribe any trait or character to a group such as the Hells Angels, Free Souls, Americans, etc. Groups are made up of individuals, and the individuals vary. There are many ways in which one MC or OMG is like another… more ways they are alike than those in which they differ, I think. That doesn’t make the differences any less important.
In your comment, I think you are implying that Hells Angels are somehow “worse” than Free Souls. How well do you know any individual Hells Angels? Have the Free Souls stopped wearing their 1% outlaw patches? Are they no longer HA affiliates? I was there when the Free Souls came into existence. Some of the original members were former Hells Angels, and at least one of them was one of the men who gang-raped me.
@SuSu - @SuSu - I’m sure the SS had a lot of nice people working for them, and we all know the regular gray shirts were of much better moral fiber. God bless the gray shirts! What cowboys!
@nerfballed - Irony? Or sarcasm? Or disingenuous?
Do you think that traditional connotations of “black” versus “gray” had something to do with the image of the SS? Or were they selected for vicious traits?
I do believe people’s choices and the out come and consequence of those choices, are not always socially eccepted, there fore the blame gets twisted and turned until they are “A Victim” of their own lies and by the way I can no longer try to be so polite. These stories about hells angels or any other group are disgustingly rude, and this is why the world is the way it is, people like you need to shut up, and get the hell off of the web, I will do anything and everything possible to see this whole website shut down because of the acusations and verbidge here.
you are a disgusting obviuosly you have never been around hells angels because you would not trash them with lies, tell it to your counslor.
Candice J Mooneyham
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