April 9, 2006

  • If you spit in the ocean…

    …are you just pissing into the wind?

    What impact does a drop in a bucket have?

    It’s issues such at that with which I have had to contend, and that I have had to transcend, for as long as I can remember.

    “A drop in a bucket,” was my mother’s favorite phrase for something
    insignificant.  She used it to justify small wasteful or destructive acts, and to
    discourage protests such as consumer boycotts.  Having noticed how
    quickly our bathroom sink with the leaky faucet would overflow if I put
    in the plug, I had, I thought, sufficient cause to ignore Mama’s
    attempts to mininmize the impact of each drop in the proverbial bucket.

    In the 1960s, I was one of many young people dressed in recycled
    clothing who raised our voices in anti-war protests.  When our
    troops withdrew from Vietnam, not understanding politics and not being
    privy to the halls of power, many of us thought we had succeded. 
    Ever fewer and fewer of us continued wearing patched recycled clothes,
    eating organic produce, diapering our babies in rags, and riding
    bicycles, in an attempt to save the oceans and the earth.

    We knew what we were doing then, even though our elders perceived it as
    nothing more than drug-crazed rebellion.  Oh, yes, it was all of
    that:  rebellious and often fueled by drugs, but it was
    more.  It was an idealistic attempt to retard or reverse the damage that
    farsighted people such as Jacques Cousteau and Rachel Carson had told
    us would eventually make the planet unfit for life.  We agreed amongst
    ourselves that a worthy cause was worth some right action even if that
    was not the easy way.

    The line between right and wrong is no longer as clear to me as it used
    to be.  I have become intimately acquainted with the law of
    unintended consequences.  I have also reached the conclusion that
    “right action,” whatever that may be, does not need a worthy cause to
    make it right.  These days I am inclined to do what feels right,
    even if there is no perceptible effect for it to be the cause of.  I am losing my attachment to results.

    I’m not headed anywhere with this idea right now, but I may revisit it,
    revise it, review it or expand on it at some later date.  It’s
    just something that popped into my mind recently.

    Here’s another idea that came to me when I heard someone (in a song, I think) suggest that something was, “not meant to be.”

    If you really mean it, then it is meant to be.

    The lead story in today’s Anchorage Daily News is a grabber:

    Two generations ago, students in Nanwalek had
    to lick the schoolhouse floor when they spoke Sugt’stun like their
    parents. Now the village’s last fluent speakers are asking the school’s
    help to save their dying Native language.

    Nanwalek parents and elders want the Kenai
    Peninsula Borough School District to make Sugt’stun part of their core
    curriculum, with academic credit for a high school course. Nanwalek
    even has a certified teacher eager to teach the language, which is
    spoken statewide by fewer than 100 people, most of them elderly.

    “Kenai Peninsula is the Sugpiaq homeland. We
    are the last band of survivors of the Sugpiaq people,” former bilingual
    aide Sally Ash told the School Board last week. “We consider it an
    insult that we have no say about how our village school is run.”

    But school officials — citing budget cuts,
    new federal rules and Nanwalek’s low achievement test scores — say
    they have to concentrate on basic offerings like English and math.
    Earlier this winter, they suggested Nanwalek’s students who want a
    language credit take an online Spanish course instead.

    more at adn.com

Comments (6)

  • Sad isn’t it?

  • The line “I’m losing my attachment to results” stood out to me.  On its face, that could read either way. But it seems a healthy thing to not be hungup on outcomes. They seem pretty unpredictable. I  also have snorted about the law of unintended consequence. So doing the right thing and casting your bread upon the waters may be all that is left to us.

  • Yet another part of American School Systems that completely disheartens me.. beyond my own failed education..

    RYR: yes, indeed.. I have heard of the polar ice caps.. and I’m aware that North Pole Alaska is landlocked right outside of Fairbanks.. I’ve been there a couple times :D .. I love road trips.. As per no water at the north pole.. I found the article I had read awhile ago online.. :) Just figured I’d share.. of course.. I don’t believe everything I read.. but.. This was interesting to me anyways :)

    http://www.nytimes.com/library/national/science/081900sci-climate-pole.html

  • VIRGO (Aug. 23–Sept. 22): Did you ever get one of those spam e-mails informing you that you’ve won the lottery in the Netherlands or that your government is trying to locate you in order to give you the assets of a distant relative who died and left you an inheritance? In the coming week, you should be alert for messages that contain authentic versions of those phony come-ons. According to my reading of the astrological omens, you have become eligible for benefits you don’t know about or have barely guessed the existence of.

    There^–THAT is the stuff I was trying to tell you about.

    In other news, I printed the plr stuff, will get on them later  today, maybe post some tomorrow.

  • Thick subjects for a not-so deep thinking crowd of teenagers…
    Good for you. Keep it up.

  • In the development of the identity, or ego, the mind becomes ever more inflexible until one establishes a “mind-set”. It is also referred to as “narrow mindedness” and more commonly, “set in our ways”. OCD is (my theory) that same phenomenon in the extreme. I knew before I wrote my little rant at Non_Featured_Content that it would come to nothing and that I would be demonized as the one “not with the program” and was prepared for intense abuse and name-calling from the incredible intellects (sarcasm) at that site. But you were a surprise. I am no “homo-phobe” nor am I religious or narrow minded. If the article I commented on had had any redeeming value at all, I could have held my peace. But it was pure, ignorant, arrogant, filthy braggadocio and I knew it was time for me to separate myself from them. I feel no great loss, although the concept of the site had a lot of potential until the bully-boys hooked up.

    You say my poem doesn’t scan. You say maybe it’s my southern accent, like that is a detriment to a poet… or even a detriment to a human being. I was born and raised in Philadelphia and moved to West Virginia when I was 15. I am 54 now. My scan is musical in nature and I’m not afraid to use two syllables in one beat or stretch one syllable out for two beats if it suits the flow of my words. Did the scan really ruin the poem for you? I doubt it. I believe you were prepared to be critical before you even clicked my link. I imagine you are one of those who looks down on rhyming poetry anyway. But I don’t hold that against you, especially now that I’ve learned about your OCD. You seem rather together despite your illness. A little quick to judge, maybe, like the rest of NFC, but not unforgivable. It took me a long time to reach the decision to tell them what was going wrong there. I don’t regret it in the least. Most of them are low-brow idiots. And, by the way, my poem wasn’t a sentiment, it was only an observation. ~Ben

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