May 21, 2004
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Something I need to share (dump):
Rough afternoon here, full of ups and downs. A couple of brief
power outages lost me unsaved writing on the computer and some unsaved
gaming time on the PS2 where I’d gone for a break after losing my work
at the computer.Then, a definite up. I had been unable for unknown reasons to
send or receive email for several days. The problem started the
day Greyfox had been home and had blogged. Doug and I just
figured it was the Niels Bohr effect (Greyfox’s “Mr. Breakit”
talent–I’m Ms. Fixit), and either it would fix itself or one of us
would gird the loins and call tech support. When I restarted the
comp after the outage, email worked.After that, I got a bump that sent me in a different direction,
sideways I suppose. Regular readers here might have noticed that
I sometimes quote Brian Kenny or repost announcements or articles that
I’ve received from him in his Got Caliche? newsletter of Southwestern
Archaeology. The only way I can appropriately share this “misc
note” from the backed-up flood of email that just came in is in its
entirety.(not anthropology)a personal, highly graphic note
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/pwgers/message/118607 (propwash gang) From: bones@aztecfreenet.org
(Brian Kenny) Date: Wed May 5, 2004 3:42 pm Subject: Fairchild pow
interrogation training: I served in special intelligence units during
and after the end of the Vietnam war era and flew combat crew missions
throughout Asia. Flyboy training was interesting. After attending
several air crew survival, and Escape and Evasion (EE) schools, I wound
up at “Fairchild” in the pow camp. I saw airmen jumping up and down on
an American flag and urinating on it — the camp guards had them doing
it under duress.I was sleep deprived and starved. Put into a small box upside down,
somehow I figured out how to turn right side up. So they took me out
and sleep deprived me some more. And then they locked me in a black box
in which I could not stand up straight, nor sit down. I remember
hallucinating that there was a cot in the corner of the black, dark
room, and I kept trying to lie down. The guards were laughing at me
because they heard me as I kept banging my head in to the wall where I
thought an army cot was situated.Sometime later, a slot opened at the bottom of the door. I was ordered
to bend over, and stick out both of my hands. The guards put a metal
canteen cup in my hands, and poured in a dribble of gruel, a sardine
fish head and some broth. When I tried to retrieve the cup, I found I
could not pull it through the door because the old-fashioned metal
canteen cup was too tall and the slot was too low. I put my hand over
the top of the cup, turned it sideways and pulled it through the slot,
losing about half of “my food” on the floor. One of the guards bellowed
“Hey look at this stupid animal. He thinks he is clever.” And he kept
repeatedly yelling “Animal!” at me through the locked door. As long as
he was on the other side what the fuck did I care?They then took me out of the box and made me stand naked in a cold room
for several hours and continued to yell at me. They ridiculed my body
shape and my sex organs. Every time I fell over they threatened me and
made me stand up again. I then was dressed and sent to special
interrogation. An American air force officer of Hawaiian descent
(didn’t know that at the time) was dressed as a North Korean officer.
He interrogated me in Korean… “Kegup moyah? Irum moyah?” (What’s your
rank? name?) etc, using bellicose language. He then made me sit on a
pointed wobbly stool that poked into my ass. He ranted at me and
accused me of fostering bastard children (not true), and he accused me
of homosexual sex (not true). He was yelling and screaming and shaking
in my face, and then, I lost it and just started laughing out loud. He
got so mad and flustered, he punched me in the face and broke my nose,
and knocked me down. I was dripping blood in rivulets down my chin and
on my shirt.The interrogation was halted and a real air force flight surgeon was
summoned into the room to inspect me. He declared that my nose was
broken but that I was “OK.” I received no medical treatment. Instead,
the guards took me to the prison camp yard and stuffed me down into a
small hole underground until the prison camp was “liberated” several
hours later and I was freed to American custody.In the end, they told me that this is what would happen to me –
but only worse — if I got “shot down” due to hostile action, or had to
“bail out” over hostile or denied territory. I sometimes think about
those terribly realistic training days in the “POW camp,” as well as my
combat crew air missions (ancient flying history), and I’ve come to the
conclusion that those interrogators actually enjoyed their work just a
bit more than too much. And whether it’s the Screw running the prison
cell, or the Airman flying the impersonal mission, or the Grunt in the
LZ, it is quite easy to de-humanize others…Brian Kenny (former USAF SS, decorated; 6990th / 6903rd)…
Brian W. Kenny
Applied Anthropologist
MBA International ManagementDoctoral Candidate (Class of 2005)
CWRU Weatherhead School of Management
weatherhead.cwru.edu/edm/; bwk5@cwru.eduSouthwestern Archaeology, Inc.
602.697.5754 (w/voicemail); 602.372.8539 fax
www.swanet.org; archaeologist@rocketmail.comMy own experiences in prison and among outlaw bikers confirm
Brian’s conclusion about how easy it is to dehumanize others.
We’ve seen it recently at Abu Ghraib prison and in the video of Nick
Berg’s beheading. We’re animals, yes? Maybe some of you
have the luxury of denying it, but I’ve had the beast brought out in
me. I know how close to the surface it lurks.
Comments (5)
Hey, just to let you know that the PRE tag means preformatted, so if there are no line breaks in the paragraphs, they’ll come out as one long line.
Which is exactly what has happened in your entry above. The quoted email comes out as two really really really long lines.
BLOCKQUOTE might be the HTML tag you’re looking for..
ahhh… i see homer already told you.
very long lines. pffft. i hate when that happens to me. is why i started copying and pasting onto notepad…not wordpad…a long time ago. heh. i was doing that all the time.
and…the “animal” was exposed to one of my best friends daughters a couple of years ago when she was held prisoner in a basement here in KC…beaten repeatedly, head shaved, pistol whipped, kicked, forced to drink urine at gunpoint (and to eat a dog biscuit that had been soaking in urine). All of this was done by her friends. her friends! and, with the exception of two or three, they were teenage girls.
Better, yes? I guess I should start paying attention to the formatting when I copy-and-paste.
Dear God.
I think I forgot for awhile how close that feral piece of me can come out….I remember about 14 years ago actually baring my teeth and snarling during an assault…. :: shudders ::….. and then I guess I just turned into a whipped dog for a few years, until the most recent 2 or 3….now I just hex with my keyboard or my sharp tongue in real life. It’s pretty much only my ex who can provoke me to shriek like a hyena. I don’t remember being like that before.
Interesting blog and I don’t doubt it for one second.